I really dont know how to start this. I guess ill just start talking. Well i know we are coming up on our 2 year anniversary. Pretty long time huh? things havent been as smooth as we always wanted them to be, but that just makes us the amazing ppl we are today. You've been here from Winston-Salem to my homecoming dance to seeing Morgan and even when you left for basic and we had our time apart you were sitll there for me. I have no doubt in my mind that you would still be here for years more to come. I know i havent really been there for you as much as i should have been or may i havent even been the best girlfriend that i can be. Either way, im gettin myself together. Ive changed my mind set from seeing us as just boyfriend and girlfriend to seeing us as husband and wife. I know we got some years before we really get to the whole "lets just married stage" but im ready and im looking forward to it. Ive made up in my mind and in my heart that you are the only guy that i wanna be with and the one person i wanna spend my life with. I was sitting here watching dear john and it made me think of some thing that i feel like i should let you know. Im sorry for not writing you as much as i should have when u were in basic. I guess writing just wasnt my thing but now i see how important that contact really was. I wanna make a promise to you that if u ever have to leave again..im going to make sure i write you just as much as you write me. Imma try and stay a letter ahead of you all the time lol. You really mean alot to me and i hope you know im not bullshitting wen i say that. I really dont know wat else to say. This weekend was a great experience. It was fun and exciting and something that really brought us closer. I guess thats all i wanna say for now. tty wen u get off work. Love you
Dani
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