breaking an ADDICTION

ok so i am officially pathetic...i tried talking to him again and telling him how i really do wanna be wit him and i asked can we work something out...his response in a synopsis..yea we can work something out cause i really do wanna be wit u..i just wanna wait until after graduation...ok i completely understand why he wants to wait and everything and shoot i think we should wait to...im just still feeling this whole break up...and i dont like it..its been forever and a day since ive actually felt a break up..damn i wish this feeling would go ahead and leave already so i can move on wit my life...i just miss everything ab him..i miss his random txt msgs...i miss his presence ugh i know wen i go back to school its gonna  be worse..wtf man..ugh im at a lost of words right now..i guess breaking an addiction is harder than i thought