Boo

ok so i have a boo..big deal right?...well at first i didnt think it was until recently wen i realized that im becoming attached..yes thats a bad thing..its a bad thing for a few reasons..1.its weird that im getting attached so early 2.dont wanna get hurt in the long run 3.he might thing im clingy or something and 4.. because i dont want to scare him off...i really freaks me out how much i care about this guy...we had a lil incident earlier in the week where this guy got arrested..and when i found out(ab an hour after it happened) i came to a stand still...so many emotions hit me at one time..i was pissed cus it was his dumbass friends fault..i was happy because at first i thought he had gotten hurt and happy because i was hoping he had learned his lesson...i was super scared..like i didnt sleep at all that night because i was so worried...now here comes the part that freaks me out..not only did i not go to sleep that night but for the nxt 24 hours i was not myself..i couldnt focus in school..i was on the verge of tears<--scary..and i was ready to give up any amount of money to get him out..like i was playing no games wit this..i talked to a couple of ppl about it..and some of the responses were "you're over reacting, you arent even his girl friend'  "you're being dramatic, it isnt that serious"...well fucc yo feelings. lol...i dont give a damn what i was to him..i dont have to be his girlfriend for me to care...yea maybe i was being a lil over dramatic but damn.when u see potential in a person thats just taking advantage of his teenagers in a way that may not be the best way possible, you would care too...i kinda wanted to talk to him about it but idk..he makes me so freaking nervous that i can barely get my words out..now thats weird too..never really liked a guy that made me do that...its weird because we act the same too...we basically have the same mental state and common personality qualities..its actually pretty interesting to watch..i catch myself day dreaming about him in class..picking up my fone repeatedly just to see what his next txt msg will say..i wont text back for a while just so he wont think im waiting by the fone lol...im pretty sure he caught me slipping a few times tho...ugh see here i go..going on and on about him..but to be honest i cant help it..he makes me feel a way that ive never really felt before..ugh lol he basically just sweeps me off my feet witout doing anything..its hard to explain..but he got that gangsta pretty boy swag..its just too sexy..lol ugh STOP IT<-- insider but i doubt he would read this lol...iight guys imma sit here and wait to see if hes gonna txt me..probably not but its ok =)...misunderstood out