Monday, May 3, 2010

Letter to Romeo and Rowmio

In order to get anywhere in life you have to be true yourself and lately i havent been real wit myself..but heres me letting it all out in the open...
Dear Romeo, when u left i thought my world was coming to an end.  U left on a note that wasnt exactly good for either of us.  I cried most nights u were gone then i realized there is no need crying over spilled milk.  Just clean it up and move on.  So thats wat i did.  I reconnected back wit my friends that i put u before and met some new ones on the way.  I found happiness where i knew i couldn't get hurt.  And for once in my life i am satisfied.  I know where im going and i know how to get there and i know how i want it to be when i get there.  And just to put it out there..the position u are in now wit me doesnt fit my future.  AKA i want u as a friend.  Maybe in the future we can work this out again.  But as of right now it aint working.  No i havent forgotten u or what we have/had...i just feel that we need to start something new.  u havent lost me or my feelings...you just have put them on hold.
Dear Rowmio, u are something that i would never imagine happening to me.  U were something that i wasnt expecting at all but yet u fit right in..the hidden feelings that we keep telling everyone about are mutual..but i dont show mine for a reason...to be honest i dont want to necessarily date u...its too risky because soon we have to go our separate ways.. and my heart cant take another heart break...but trust and believe the "boo"thing we got going works fine...yes i agree i want more..but i gotta protect myself..which means putting my needs before my wants...the smile u put there wont be leaving anytime soon =)..


                                                                                         Sincerely,
                                                                                                     Misunderstood

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