another bad day

yesterday didnt go as i wanted it to at all..first i had to get up earlier to help my mom and her siblings wit the yard sale they decided to have..which really wasnt that bad..i was dreading work all morning and it seem like time was moving so fast..wen i got to work it wasnt that bad..they had scheduled alot of ppl i actually get along wit to work which was cool...my manager was frustrating me because she was trying to make me take my 30 min break at like 4:30..i had just got there at 3 and wasnt getting off til like 9:15...well i ended up taking my break wen i felt like it cause i really dont care about my job and their stupid rules that much(break at like 6:45) lol...now since i hate my job so much i try to keep my mind on something positive like getting off work or getting something i really like for dinner...tonight that positive thing turned out to be hanging out wit my boo =)..while at work i was texting my ex..cause i wanted to see was he still upset about the break up and all...and plus he did say he wanted to talk to my occasionally...so in the mist of our convo i asked him was he even considering us being friends..we did decide that the break was only gonna be temporary..he str8 up told me hell no and went on about how he didnt want to have shit to do wit me unless we talking about getting back together...<-- hearing that from someone you actually love and care about hurts like hell....then being the person i am i went ahead and told him ok cool thanks for making that clear...he proceed to ask why did i wanna know...i told him it didnt matter and he said yes it did..now im thinking maybe he really didnt mean wat he had just said or maybe he had some type of justification for saying that so savagely...i told him that i was just thinking that maybe we could be friends so in the future we could work it out but i see thats not wat u want so okk....he says thats ok cause hes starting to see what he wants in  a real committed relationship and its not friends...&lt;--right here im siting like...are you really trying to come out of pocket with i wasnt committed to you...cause ive been super faithful to him and was always there for him..even wen he was being selfish and left me here wit a mini (long story) and diddnt give a shit cause wat he wanted was to go to the national gaurd and i had to deal wit that and him leaving...and i wasnt committed??? i was even there wen all them hoes that u supposedly didnt care about was there..and i wasnt committed???? shit hurt but its wateva...i told him have a nice life and i hope u find wat u looking for...he replies wit same...now after gettting my feelings hurt cause i was being such a dumbass for actually thinking i can open up to ppl...i go back to work...now its 9 and customers are still in the store shopping...we continually tell them that we are closed...at 9:20 i get my last customer  who decides to give me hell over lil things and cant decide what they  wanna buy...ugh took everything in me including biting my lip to not curse that bitch out....i finally get out the store and im sitting in my car waiting for my boo to txt back so i can hang out wit him..especially since i passed up the opportunity to do so the night before..he was slow at txting so i decide to give him some time...about an hour and 30 something mins pass and he decides to txt back..he had fallen asleep and i was in the mist of going to bed....i know it wasnt his fault but he just kinda added to my bad day..he apologized..but i gave him a good night and a ttyl...great way to end such a wonderful day =)...misunderstooddani out