UGGHHGHGH

im so damn fustrated at the moment....its now to the point where i dont even know wat to do with my fustration....cus half of me is saying act a damn fool and the other half is tellin me to chill and take it easy....now idk wat to do....im standing in the middle of both sides and i have not the slightest clue of where to go........ive been trying to calm myself down from this shit but everytime i get to a calm level my fustration goes right back up again....i think the best thng right now is to drop in to my "idc" mood...with a touch of "imma let wateva happens happen".....right now ......ppl are just so damn confusing and fustrating......or maybe its just bad timing...idk....i just dont give a shit right now....damn i bet half this shit i just wrote dont even make sense lol...now im confusing and fustrating cus im not gonna tell u wat happen....out