Healing:.Learning.:Understanding:.

Its funny how when you first meet a person you get an simple idea about who they are(my lil notes hehe lol:.First thought of you...."hes the cutest outta the 3..maybe i can get alil attention from him)....then after you get that idea about who they are...you hear them speak or you hang around them and get an idea about who they might be......("ok hes playing hard to get with a side order of tease...ill play along') and after you hang out with them for a while and you put ur two impressions together...at the end of the day you have a pretty good idea about wat kinda personality or who that person is altogether("ugh hes such a jerk with a charm(swag lol) like a gentleman...")....than after thats all over that person lingers in your mind for a few days...maybe weeks...but eventually they fade away like any other memory and you build up a grudge maybe even a wall against that person.....then all of a sudden they come back and you see that maybe the tables have turned("you're like a crush i cant get rid of"....my thought"i never forgot you either")..then you all meet up again in the future and its official the tables have turned("holding you was one of the best moments of my life"......my thought"it felt RIGHT to me too")......then time passes.....the convo has changed to me and you...but the wall is still there and the grudge still has strong grip......soon the wall crumbles and the grudge turns to a "handhold" and next thing you know your heart as a new owner............the new owner has Taught you that pain is apart of your life and it should be expressed and shared......not hidden away("dani tell me wats going on str8^").........the person teaches you that Healing takes time but the outcome is remarkable("i completely understand but its for the best").......then you learn that Understanding is essential.....you're not alone...and you have someone to walk with you("im pretty sure ill understand you just gotta talk to me')........its crazii how things happen huh lol =)