i just broke pt 2 & note to tyler

well like i sed earlier i did txt him but the funny thing is never texted back.....so later on i txted him again and this time he responed....the convo was really short its basically hey hey how r u fine did you get my msg yea no response didnt know wat to say o ok.....and that was about it.....about 30 mins later after not receiving a msg back i basically was like i see we dont have anything to talk about anymore..its good to know you're ok.........and that was it...so i guess we're officially done for good....the lil convo we had today sed it very boldly....it hurt to be sitting there looking at my fone and come to that realization....i nver thought that i could be that close to a person none the less a male but i was...and to just cut it lose betta yet for him to cut it off like that....like he never cared....just was like a blow to the heart.......i know that its gonna take some time for me heal from this..well let me heart heal from this...but wit alil "IDC attitude" and hiding my feelings itll pass......i think this a perfect example as to why i dont let ppl in or get that close to me....it never really ends well.................i know this is probably gonna effect me letting tyler get close to me....but ill try not to let it be that much of a speedbump.........speaking of tyler.........im missing soo much right now........ive seen him everyday str8 for about a week and i thnk that i basically spoiled myself by doin that........they say distance makes the heart grow fonder...but i believe spending time with someone does too..........i feel like im addicted to him now and at this moment im fening.....ugh.......tyler if you're reading this heres wat im saying to you(in my head of course)...........damn tyler....you got my heart foreal str8^.....i dont know how you did it but you did.....you mean more to me then you think you do...and i love you way more than you think i do.....i never really thought that after how we met that we will end up loving each other like this........i never considered to let my feelings for you grow like this...but im glad i did..........you've taught me sooo much since before and after we got together and you're still teaching me now....i trust u completely(now lol) and ive put my heart in your hands....i trust that you wont break it....if you havent given me your heart already...i just want to let u know that ill do everything to make sure i dont hurt yu......if i have already im sorry.....i love u.....