could it get beta?...idk

well at first i thought this weekend was going to be the worst weekend ever......no i take that back it thought it was going to be normal bad weekend where it rained and on top of all that my mom wouldn't let me do ne thing.....well it kinda didn't turn out that way......on Friday me and my bf went to go get ice cream and we chilled at the park because it was beautiful outside...we were suppose to go to the movies but Sarah(mom) was acting like a weirdo but one good thing my bf(we're gonna call him tyler) he let me keep is jacket that ive been trying to get for the longest....i just wanted something that wen i did miss his presence i still could have a piece of him with me...and now i finally have it =).....then Saturday i was going to ride with tyler and his mom and niece to this workshop thingy....so they came and got me that morning and wen he walked up to the door and i opened it...omg...he looked to freaking good...lol....so the workshop turned out well....alot of interesting things to learn about and stuff......then later on after that we went to IHOP and got PANCAKES lol.....then wen we finally got back to Durham(the workshop was in Winston-Salem) i had to go to a competition with my gospel choir.....so in the mist of me rushing to get dressed(yea i was a lil late lol)...i got a txt from tyler and he asked could he come with me....its was ridiculous how hard i smiled....1.because it made me feel better about my mom not coming to support me(which is nothing new) and 2. because he was taking her place as my support and who wouldn't want someone who u would to spend the whole day with...to come and support you.....it just really made my day so much better when he asked that........then at the competition we worked really hard....i wasn't expecting us to win at all..but in the end...we got 1st place lol...PRAISE GOD....talk about a blessing.....i really think us winning brought the whole choir closer......afterward u know i had to go get me something to eat lol...........so me and tyler went to cookout and chilled in the parking lot cus who wants to go home lol......we basically just sat there and enjoyed the others presence.....its crazii how he makes me feel......i feel so at rest and peaceful with him....or just by looking at him...and i know some ppl are probably like...you just sprung and all that bs....but honestly its not being sprung its way more deeper than that....its just something about him that tells to me stop and sit back and realize how wonderful i really am and he teaches me to look and enjoy the lil things in life...idk wat my presence does to him but his is just something remarkable.........then this morning i went to church with him{which Sarah really tried to stop, i think its crazii how i have to lie so that i can have a justifiable reason to go to another church but ok} and that was more of a "another time i get to see you moment" nothing really to make a big deal about.....but one thing i did see...was the whole time he was sitting next to me, i could picture us being married....it was weird ...like we joke about being married and we talk about it but today it was just too realistic...i cant really put it in words like i want to but it was just "nice"....i want to go to carnival with him later...hopefully that ll work out.....that would really top my weekend but if not then ill still be satisfied.....out =) {love you bae}