Tuesday, March 31, 2009

friends or "friends"

Ugh lately ive had a lot on my mind and i kno its been a while since ive actually written something.....so we're just gonnna start wit wats going on now........so it kinda got out that one of my "friends"(ill explain the quotations later)..so one of my "friends" is supposedly pregnant and everyone is basically tryin to figure out to snitched.........so the "friend" thats pregnant we're gonna call her G...her boyfriend....hes L.....G's bestie....W.....the otha girl thats trying to defend this guy....V and the guy...B.......so W and B were talking and the convo got kinda heated and he ended up calling her a bitch...so now she all upset about that.....and B went and txted G sayign that W is going around telling everyone that she's pregnant(my opinion ---LIE)...then W is saying that its B telling everybody and they mama(---TRUE).....now V is tryn to defend B basically "thats her nigga"(aka code for she likes him and doesnt like W or G).......now V got into an argument with W about wat basically nuthing she(v) has n e thing to do with and plus V has switched up her story 3 times already.....now everyone is basically coming up to me telling me their side of the story....i havent put my 2 cents in and really dont plan to....except for doing it on here....Honestly this is wat i think....V had absolutely nuthing to do with this.........1st she sed that B told her....then she sed that L bestie told her.....then she told G that i told her.....which is dumb....i knew before she did...i just didnt tell her...i let her come to me and tell me wen she found out and i was just like o ok....then for her to sit there and lie like that.....and then try to act like everything cool afterwards is just str8 grimy....i actually thought of her as a really close friend could have almost been close enough for me to call her sis...but now im questioning how real she really is.....now B...hes a str8 up liar.....everyone except V is saying that hes lying which he is cus V showed me the msgs that he sent her telling her all about it.....wow.....yea i know.....G is just dumb for even having sex in the first place....especially unprotected sex .....and the bad part is....me and her used to be really close...and wen i found out about the whole babii thing i was more hurt than anything that she didnt cume to me and tell me her self and even after that ...i went to her and tried to talk and she basically pushed me a way....which im fine with.....i just wish that before we graduate that she would sit down have a real conversation with me....cus to me it doesnt seem like the ppl she calls "friend" are helping her or even being faithful to her.....and i just want her to have atleast one tru friend before she leaves and things get worst for her.......W THATS MY NIGGA....she keep it real and can possibly be like me......i kind wish that me and her were a lil closer than we are now but hey ...im cool with the friendship i have with her now......but to some it all up if i could i would say to them "SHUT THE FUCC UP DAMN....YOU ARE IN HIGHSCHOOL ....MATA OF FACT YOU ARE ABOUT TO BE SENIORS NEXT YEAR AND YOU'RE STILL ON SOME DAMN HE SED SHE SED SHIT.....YEA I KNOW YOU TRYIN TO STAND UP FOR YOUR FRIENDS...BUT THEM NIGGAS ARE GONNA LEAVE YOU WEN HIGHSCHOOL IS OVER IF NOT BEFORE THEN.....THEY ARENT GOING BE THERE TO PROTECT YOU WEN U GET OUT IN THE REAL WORLD......SO LET THAT SHIT GO AND MOVE ON....."......now on another note but not so much different note....wat i get out of all this is that i want some new friends.....not "friends" which are ppl i can chill with for the time being until they decide to ditch me for someone or something else or start being 2faced towards me.....i want some str8 up new friends that i know can and will be my ride or dies ....we can chill weneva...open up and talk about wateva...we can wild out like some damn fools and not give a care.....and i want them to accept me for who i am and not wat i can or will be......or wat group i hangout with......are there really any ppl out there like that?.....right now? idk....maybe....hopefully......out

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