A longgggggg day

man today was a really long day...seems like everyone i talked to had a freaking attitude..like damn if u got and attitude shut the fuck up..that will just help out the cause..that way u wont get on my nerves and i wont get on urs..then my gma came at me wit some unnecessary shit..i wanted to just go off and tell her how i dont give a damn about what she gotta say or what she feel..fuck yo feelings..imma do me regardless of what u or anyone else thinks..yall aint shit to me to be honest..and on top of me being upset today i had no one to fuccin talk to about it..cause dani listens to everyone problems and dani helps everyone wen they need it..but wen it comes down to helping dani out..niggas get ghost..like wtf..boo asked me why do i blog..and told him because no one listens..he tells me no its because im too independent and i dont want anyone to listen or help..and even tho that may be partially true..the full truth is no one is there to listen..my so called friends get ghost wen i really need help..dnt talk to my so called fam..and who does that leave..me myself and I..now i know i can probably talk to him if i needed to..but he has his own thngs going on..dont wanna be a burden on him and plus he might not even understand..so why waste his time??...and to my ex..you kno wat  fucc you..u wrong for what u said to me..yea that shit hurt like hell..but one thing u forgot is that imma strong woman..i dont let that shit get me down for long..and when u get back i dont wana hear no..oh lets get back together shit cause imma tell u str8 up like Mariah did...if we were two lego blocks, not even the Harvard graduating class of 2010 could put us back together again..now take that shit and run wit it...uve been replaced anyways..moved on to better now sweetie kiss kiss muah...and if i find out this dude is freaking around wit this hoe imma go the hell off..i know i just gotta reason but not a right but either way that shit is nasty(this isnt about u boo lol unless u messin wit dirty hoes too lol)..ugh and can i please just get one group of friends to hang out wit that my other friends dont hang out wit..like damn i love yall and all but i need some space sometimes...and fucc my job..fucc them customers..lol...now i think im done ...misunderstood out