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Take you for granted? take you for granted?? really bae?...i dont think i even need to address that because im no where close to that line.......ok now let me hand you this one...there are 3 walls between us...the first one i built to protect my feelings....to protect myself from get hurt or pissed off at things that not only you do but what others do too...there are things you say and do that you may not realize hurts because i hide it behind that wall and the things i do let you that does bother me...you brush it off because "im the one thats bugging"...that wall im willing to take down but i gotta feel secure enough to do so...most of the time i do..thats why u get half of the things i do let you know..but on some topics i just dont feel that security.....wall number two is a sensitivity wall....thats a wall that we share mutually....thats where the whole being serious and listening comes in...now that wall may or may not always be there...depends on how strong we grow as a couple...yea u can say that ur all open towards me and stuff and that u have nothing to hide....thats only because u dont show me ur emotions...yea ill give u credit for showing me when ur frustrated with sharon...or you;ll tell me wen something happens but u never really let me into ur head...let the other night wen u called and "vented" i didnt know wat to say after that because that was the first(maybe second time) u come to me and actually showed me how u feel....caught me of guard a lil bit...(ask urself are u practicing what you preach? how can you tell me to come to you wen u cant even come to me..whether its a big problem or somethng small).....the last wall is one that we already talked about...supposedly handled already(idk what the status of it is)...the last wall i titled...Xbox...thats the wall you built....you may not have done it on purpose but its there....well from where im sitting its there...last night it pissed me off....to know that i sat up for you....and the first thing you do wen u get on is get on ur Xbox....thats why i got off the phone like i did.....but after i sat there and thought about it i realized that...its apart of you now....ur Xbox is ur 2nd part.....and ive now begun to accept that and adjust to you....Christmas present for bae: turtle beach headset...merry christmas =)