New Me

Sometimes I hurt my self...I would like to put it on someone else but to be honest its my fault...I look back to what I used to have, who I used to be...and its just not the same...I need to learn to let my past go and walk towards my future....but there will always bits and pieces of my past that will be wit me forever..just cant shake them off....for the past year everyday has been a struggle for me...its like standing in a hole and you cant manage to pull yourself up to level ground..then you finally get to the point where you only have to put one more leg up...and then u slip down again...kinda like a dead end...the new years around the corner and im not going to be the same person I am this year...I want to be better and move on to big and better things...im gonna drop some new habits..pick up some old ones...and grab a couple of new ones to help me along the way....I know I cant make the ppl around me change so i guess I gotta lettem go....get wit it or get lost....I gotta plan for my life...it all started going down hill about a year ago but its ok...im bring it back up...and in the end imma be on top...its not gonna be as easy as I wanna make it seem...I learned that the hard way...and I know that I cant do it alone..but if I have to I will..i believe that God is gonna put someone in my life for that reason...and this year was just an eye opener...given to me so that I can see where I came from...where im going...who’s wit me and who’s not...and to let me know..i have no limits...so I guess this is the end of my rant.. wish me luck...=)