Day2:Break means Distance

ive come to the conclusion that break means distance...that could just be because of the holiday that it seems like that...the only thing that ive seen from this break so far is that we don’t talk as much but we still have been spending time with each other....like since today was Thanksgiving it kind of was an automatic to spend it with each other in a way...so for the first part I was at his house...it wasn’t awkward like I expected it to be...we(his brother in law, sister, niece and mom) just sat around talked and joked together...he came over and sat me in his lap and I really didn’t feel any tension at all. I did feel distance but it wasn’t enough to make things seem awkward between us...I kind of got the vibe that he actually missed me lol....the second part was spent at my house,,....we really was kinda on some chill stuff...not much of the touchy feely stuff until it was time for him togo....it was actually kinda hard to let him leave but hey i got over it..overall i guess you can say today went well...cant really explain how i feel about it....just going back to focusing on me now...**building walls**