Day1--Hard

Well me and Tyler decided that to help solve our issues we needed a break from each other...no we aren’t broken up we just separated in a way...


Terms(im guessing on these)
1.we wont talk as much
2.we wont spend as much time together
3.Focus more on ourselves than us
4. 1-3 are the only things i see going on as of right now will add more later

Today was the first day of our break....it sucked eggs for me...i was not the person that i thought i was going to be....first way i messed up...I let him get in my head...thinking about him all morning didn’t help with dealing with this break....second way I messed up...I tested him(no details for yall sorry ).......3rd way we kind of hung out today<--- big mistake but also a plus since i wasnt being the girlfriend part of me so thats one up for me....and the last mistake i made was i asked questions..dumbest mistake i could ever make....his answers to my questions just freaked up my day....oh and also my women intuition is whispering in my ear but im notg gonna go into detail about that either


Well time for me to suck it up, hope for the best, and start building up my wall to hide the feelings.........**sigh**(in punk mode)