We need to talk....

Iight look ....im tired of this....ive given up multiple times....but yet i still hang in there by a thread....is this a test you're giving me?...if so i feel as if ive failed already.....you sed you wouldnt leave me .....but by the looks of it it seems as if ur on ur way out the door....why? is the question i ask you.....what did i possibly do to deserve treatment of this kind?......i do as you ask plus more.....is my work not good enough for you?....am i not good enough for you?...have you given up on me or forgotten me?....i ask the questions to yu everyday and i still dont get an answer.....are you ignoring me?......everyone says this wont last long...but its already past due.....i dnt know wat else you want from me...and i dont know watelse to do......im stuck....so ive stopped....im really trying to make myself stay ....but everyday...i move and inch away.....let me know you're still there..and if ur not...then hey...i get the memo.