Bruh, You pissin me off

iight so today my mom made another unnecessary comment.....i told her i was going to pick up tyler from work and take him home(like i usually do)...and then she gave a sigh like usual(she apparently doesnt like me driving at night aka 9 o'clock)...and in my head as usual i say F U and do me regardless....then on the way to his job i asked myself why do i go get him like i do....and the answer to this question was...i want him to have someone who's there for him regardless(ride or die)....and then i asked myself why does she always sigh....and my answer came to ....cus she doesnt understand wat it means to be there for someone...she was never really there for me ....and still isnt....ive only had a handful(i use that phrase lightly) of friends that have honestly been there for me through everything.....but really ive never had anyone be there for me regardless of wat happens......and every time my mom tries to "be a mother" or "be my friend" i look at her wit eyes that say "you werent there then, so dont be there now"
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now to switch subjects ....this morning i upset tyler....i came off the wrong way in a txt which led to him being alil upset and me apologizing(keep this in mind) now recently ive decided to change up my style...try something new...and instead of him supporting me in it...he decides that "he'll deal wit it""but dont get mad if i laugh at you, i cant help that".......this came after i asked him to chill(repeatedly) and to not be that comic person he his cus wen i try something new i take some opinions to heart...and his is one of them(now dont get me wrong imma do me regardless cus an opinion is an opinion)......now after i asked him to do this....he thinks its a great idea to start clowning the idea of my "change" and still continues after i ask him to chill because he's pissing me off...but apparently my feeling didnt matter at the time because he was gonna say what he wanted to say whether it hurt my feelings or not.....hes such a great guy.....thanks for the apology