To catch up..& about last week

ok so i havent blogged in a while and i need to catch up to my current life....lets start with this past week.....well Tuesday my mom finally decided to take me to the doctor(i had been having pains in my stomach since that Saturday...kinda adding to everyones whole 'dani's pregnant' theory)the doctor basically prescribed me some meds that have been working fairly well. Wednesday i just did a lot of house work like washing clothes and all that good stuff....didnt really feel like being bothered wit ppl.....(except tyler...i got to see him everyday that week ).......later that day i met wit a minister from tylers church....i basically told her about how depressed i get and how my mom and my gma treat me like crap cus im not good enough for them....and she responded wit i need to find "outlets" aka stress relievers....we decided that running twice a week....blogging and reading a book would be my outlets.......i kinda half did all these this week.....yea i need a lil more discipline....then she talked to me about this retreat thing that her church is going on(tyler and two other of my friends(i use the word lightly)are going on too) and she basically told me that i should go..and i told her no and i guess this kinda surprised her especially since she stated very clearly that tyler was going lol.....my reasons for saying no is that i dnt want to feel like im not welcome or i dont fit in...i yea i knw im more than welcome to come...i just idk...im being me again......she told me to think about it some more...and she'll bring me another form on monday(today were suppose to meet again) and we'll talk..........i dont think anything special happened thursday ...i think me and tyler just chilled.oo..we went to see Harry Potter that night...i loved the movie ..i actually kinda wished it was a lil bit longer.....friday was crazy.....tyler went to go swimming and all this lil hoes were all up on him lmao....so i was feeling a lil conceited cus they just dont know....so afterwards he met me at my house and we went to the mall to get something for his niece(aka his pretend daughter Insider)....he kinda forced me to get my eyebrows threaded....that junk str8 ^ hurt but it looks cute lol...then we went and got sarah and she bought me food.....after we ate we went and got my friend vicki and we went and played around wit a bball(im determined to get better so i can showoff just as much as he does)....then we headed to Jurassic park....lol tyler was kinda upset cus vicki being there wit us messed up wit his "plans".......but he still went wit a modified version of them and we both(well i did) ended up wit more than we bargained for....still saying that it didnt happen but it was a taste of reality in a way.....saturday was my relaxing day.....my mom and aunt cooked on the grill so we had all this meat and corn lmao....then we ate watermelon....went out for ice cream....and stayed up talking about random stuff....later on that night...i talk to tyler and vicki on IM and webcam...and they are retarted.....sunday was good...i looked good....church was good...dinner was good.....afterwards i went and got tyler and we rode around durham being weird and then we ran into his brother so we went to his house and played video games until it was time for me to go watch spongebob....it was just a really nice relaxing day....hoping today will be the same