Summer Time part 1

So far summer has been great........i started off by spending the first day wit tyler we basically just rode around and acted a fool.....that Saturday as you know i had a banquet that was mad fun.......this week so far has been great.....today was my high schools graduation and i got to see all my '09 friends walk across stage and i could help but get excited because about this time next year i would be doing the same thing....and ppl are going to be screaming for me wen they call my name...=) cant wait ...senior year is going to be the best.......tomorrow im going to go see my bae graduate....another emotional moment probably lol.....afterwards idk probably just go home and chill.....then later that day i have a meeting and then the fun will begin....project grad....cant wait to go party wit my '09ers lol.....Friday i guess me and tyler are going to the movies idk yet ...and Saturday probably find a party to go to....so yea my week is packed but today i was sitting at home and letting my mind wonder and i realized...i dont have any friends....and that kinda bothers me ......i mean i can let it go....but its just really weird...like i have ppl i associate wit but no one that i can really hang out wit...maybe one or two ppl ...but not a group ...and wat do i do wen those two ppl are busy hanging out.......wat really sparked this thought was that one of my close associates ..kinda like an ex bestie..decided to go to the mall and then to the pool.....they even invited one of those two ppl i mentioned earlier but did i get an invite....no...did i even get a txted that sed "hey headed to the mall wanna tag along" .....no......and i find myself think like dang maybe i should start over and meet new ppl...but i honestly dont know where to start...yea i could hang out wit my bf...but he has a life too ya know.....really dont know wat to do....can i get some advice.....probably not...cus i dont even have friends that read my blog.....=( out