Its just emotions taking me over...or is it

so yesterday was a very interesting day.....it could also be considered a learning experience day but hey call it wat you like......so yesterday me, sarah and Ms.Charlotte(my aunt that lives there that always thinks she has the power to take over everything) decided to go wash clothes....that failed because like i sed my aunt tries to take over everything......then i was forced to go celebrate my lil cousins 12th bday...which i really dont mind.....we were suppose to go bowling and then out to eat.....i just wanted to do the bowling thing and then skip the out to eat part...but in the end i was forced to out to eat and we didnt go bowling...(now through all of this i am maintaining a very positive attitude) bfore all that was decided i told ms.C that ill go bowling and thats about it....she stated that we werent going bowling and i was like ok fine im going bowling later for some highschool night thingy....then she asked why cant i take my cousin...i said 1.i dont mind taking her on a day im not going to be wit my friends and 2.its a highschool night why would i bring a middle schooler...come on now.....and then she went off on this whole lil think about how i was trying to be smart and sarcastic....(now my mood is dampened and i really dont feel like talking)...we get to the restaurant and have a nice lil dinner i guess.....(my mood is back up to happii again) we get back home and we are all chillin at my house...i asked my mom could i go bowling tonight ...she gave me the whole ill think about it....wen i turn around to come back in the house(she was sitting on the porch) my gma turns to me and starts going off about how i dont need to go out and how im always going out and i need to stay at home and all this other bs(now im str8 pissed cus im fed up wit all her bull that she tries to through on me...if me going out had anything to do wit he 45 year old cracc headed son it would have been no questions asked about it)........later that afternoon we start planning how me and my lil cousin are going to go to my other cousins church to see him perform.........to make life easier we decided that my cousin would get dropped off here and ill drive us both there then u know ms.C got to put her non important 2 cents in and now my cousin and i are having to be picked up and dropped off at a church and my other cousin(Kayla) is going to bring us back home after they have the after service cook out...which honestly i dont mind but im not trying to be around a bunch of ppl idk ......but i have no choice cus i have no other way to get home.........(PISSED & FRUSTRATED).......later that afternoon me and tyler decide to go bowling with one of his friends(female =p ).....now we get to the bowling allie and i already dont feel well enough to be there but yet i did want to see tyler so i went and tried to enjoy myself.........so we get there and wait for his friend to get there...she comes in with 3 other guys that i know personally(not a good look)....so me and tyler go in and start our game....we start and finish our game and to our surprise his friend is still sitting outside lol....idk but that just bothered me ...you invite someone to go bowling wit you and you sit outside instead....maybe im just too good of a friend to do something like that...but hey not my friend.....the rest of the night after that went ok....other than me being sick on the way home..i would rather be sick wit tyler than to be sick by myself...