another day

well today wasnt as bad as i enticaipated it being.........i got up this morning an my mom was acting like a female .......ignoring me wen i ask her stuff but i let it slide........school went pretty smooth.......just kinda slow and boring but still smooth........nothing too exciting happened......after school i didnt do much either just took a friend home and went home......i had a project to finish an inorder to finish it i needed powerpoint on my cpu...but the powerpoint i had was just a trial version and it ran out.......so instead of my mom letting me go to a friends house and finish it she decides to spend 150 dollars and buy the full version........i guess thats her way of gettting back at me for not coming home one time yesterday.....o well.........o my uncle didnt take my car so thats a blessing...really greatful for that ..........tomarrow im going to get my hair done and hopefully go get a new shirt for this party im suppose to go too saturday nite.......thats if my mom isnt still upset about yesterday........i pray that she lets me go......i need a release from life.....i just need time to do me wit no consequences ...........and i wanna look good doing it lol.........i didnt really talk to my bae as much as i wanted to .......he has a paper to do.....ugh freak procrastinator.......lol..........aw i miss him much.....but hey hopefully ill talk to him before the nights over.........im still kinda fustrated about the whole job thing........especially since my one of my friends just got a hook up wit a great paying job.......ugh........GOD WEN AM I GOING TO GET MY BLESSING LIKE DAT>...........it frustrates me so much to see ppl being blessed wat that blessing ive been praying for for the lngest..........well i know God has it under control so i guess i should just chill..............i hope tomarrow goes better than today......pray for me guys lol.......until nxt time =)