Well the title explains why...I really dont have much to say...i let pretty much everything out lastnight/this morning..i thank you for keeping it cool wen we were talking...that reaction worked...so i guess the question is..What is there to do now??..to be honest..idk...Ive thought about stuff but havent came to a solid conclusion of what i want to do...Deep down inside i feel like that this just isnt our year...or our time..and that could possibly just be the reality of the situation that we just arent willing to face...but time will show us both if it is or not...
on another note..i know things havent been going your way lately..but before you can succeed at anything u have to fail...just because you are in a down point in your life doesnt mean there isnt a bright side...you have the ability to see the good in every situation you are in..good and bad...so use that as your motivation to keep going...(not saying that you have stop)...you are too bright and talented to stay in this down period..everynight i take the time out to to pray for you personally and for your family...i know that a big blessing for yall is going to come soon...and i hope that wen it does every problem is worked out....but thats just a little motivation if u need it
I'm working on finding myself and working on making myself happii...its a reason that i feel the way i feel and i know its a reason that shit doesnt work for me..and its my job to find the problem and fix it within myself...i think honestly i need to learn to love me...cause i dont...i think ive reached a point in my emotions where i can just turn them off and go numb and thats so not cool...i might go see a shrink cause shit is just too real...
well thats pretty much all i have to say..let me know wen u read this...out
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