Decision:we decided to be separated for a while..Min of 2weeks..just to see how we like it
Emotions: At first i was kinda hesitant because i thought he was doing it just because i wasnt on the same page as him..but its been just about a week and i feel...Comfortable..i actually like my life..its not the best but i feels better than knowing im not happii
Downside: eventually i know i have to go back...so i cant get too comfortable
His emotions: well wen i talked to him last night he came out of the blue and said "you have relationship issues" aka i cant commit...he kinda brushed it off like he didnt wanna talk about it..but i know hes wondering am i coming back..but i am dont worry..i am
Result: i think after two weeks is up..imma just go back to where "i belong" i dont wanna lose him..ill give up the world for tyler..so if that means giving up my comfortable-ness thats what i will do.