Suicide thoughts in my mind
spend most of my nights in the dark cryin
tryin my hardest to let the thoughts leak
but wen it comes to the bs ive reached my peak
My friends do my wrong on so many levels
my gma accusing my of being a rebel
my mom just doesnt know wat to think
wen she sees all the white stuff in the sink
I try and focus on my soon departure
but the pain starts to come back harder and harder
seeking help isnt really my style
most just tell me to suck it up and smile
I try and talk to the ones who mean so much
most of the time it just helps to feel his touch
i know it wud kill him if im not strong
but ive really been dealing wit this too long
The pills, ive become numb too
i guess that means its time to succumb to
the suicide thoughts that across my mind
Its been real its been fun..but its now my time
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