OK..what?

man at the moment idk what im suppose to feel?....like im tired of just about everything....tired of school...dumb ass teachers...dumbass adults altogether....retarded 2faced cunts that run around riverside...dudes that only wanna get in ur jeans....my relationship....my life..my job..just everything.....work is boring unless i have someone cool to talk to like Angela or Anthony....school is school..so i either stick to myself or talk to megan....my relationship..idk what the hell to feel about that...one minute im ready to marry the dude..the nxt im questioning Us...and the next im ready to leave and be single....i mean he pisses me off in ways only i can understand...but then again he makes up for it in other ways.....like WTF....ugh..its so confusing......i kinda want some new ppl to talk to..and something new in my life...idk what...just something new....i just wanna feel free for once..and not so contained in a box that we commonly call LIFE.