just a few thoughts

so yea ive been feeling kinda good lately....ive took time out of my day just to do me....well i kinda took the whole day just to do me....so monday and tuesday were my days.....i didnt do much but lay around and relaxed ....got some much needed sleep and ive started reading a book....its pretty good so far....yesterday i hung out wit tyler that and always is fun....he cracks me up with something new every minute....yesterday he kinda surprised me though....he kinda stepped out of his bf role and kinda started talking to me as a friend.....at first i took it as a lil joke and started playing around wit it but then after we both kinda settled down i started to think aboiut it ...and i hate to say it but i kinda liked it...i didnt really think much about it at first but it was kinda hot how i could be open and talk to him on a level i havent before.....and plus it was a comforting factor because i know it wasnt gonna be any drama after i sed wat i had to say......but i dont plan to continue with that....that could possible turn into a problem and i like the way things are as is.......my gma is still being the bitch she is......i swear that woman is going to drive me crazy before i even get to see graduation......next week im leaving to go to Winston-Salem for a convention.....except this year will be a lil different....for the past two years me and tyler had this whole cat and mouse thing going for that whole week....but now that we each "have made the kill" or 'caught the mouse" its kinda no point .....but yet there are still many things we each have in store for the other so....fun will be the word of the week....cant wait to get there ...i think this year im a lil too excited ....and i really dont know why but i am lol......and wen i get back my mom is leaving to go on her cruise....so a basically two weeks without us seeing each other is going to the best break ive ever needed .......so yea im about to party my ass off lol and wild out.....well i guess thats all i have to see ....tata ...until nxt time =)