am i asking for too much?

iight so my trip to charlotte was a break from hell but yet still some bull before i left i found out m so called fam had been talking shit about me.....not surprised at all...so my trip was awkward because my older cousin and her mom(my aunt) were also in the loop of fakers ...even tho thet act like nothing happened and like idk wats up it still didnt seem right being there...they barely spoke to me and the lil convo they did make made me feel like i was just a friend of the fam.....i feel so single...i mean im all for being alone and all but everyone wants to feel accepted whether they admit it or now...and not being accepted kinda hurts....just a while ago my other aunt called...and checked on everyone expect me....and i didnt even get one call from anyone....my own mom only called me once since ive been there(4 days) and that was only for her to get instructions about something with the cpc....like damn i feel the love...ive been ready to go home for a while now....not to go back to all the stress....but to lay in my bed by myself where i feel comfortable, safe and most importantly accepted......
ok so for about a week now tyler has been kinda distant....i brought it up wit him once before i left and he sed it was this whole homeless thing he got going.....then i brought it up wit him again and he was like it was him just trying to not get bored but i dont think believe its either one of them...honestly i dont know wat to believe...i accept wat he tells me but day by day that acceptance turns to a hell naw lol....i asked him was something bothering him or anything like that...and he says no and that he doesnt know wat im talking about......like the other day he stopped texting me and the reason was b/c his mom had his fone and she cut it off but wouldnt have about 3+ hours you would go get it......the other day he stopped txting me to the point where i was like goodnight ...he was caught up in mj videos...then another night it happened again but this time he got off at about 9 and i didnt hear from him untill like 11 something....after not hearing from him too much that day....this time it was because he was watching a movie and forgot and left his fone upstairs...so he couldnt at least txt me and tell me he was off and at home safe or wateva....is it me or am i over reacting....i talked to a friend and she doesnt think i am...maybe i wouldnt be bugging so much if this didnt just start happening out of the blue...they say if you dont like something make changes and my mind is made up iimma change how things work..........now to add a lil to this......after we talked about it the second time...i told him i was starting to think that he was cheat...i didnt accuse his ass of anything....but he thinks i did.....apparently i dont run anything either...and wateva changes i make isnt going fly wit him or wateva...and he also thinks that the long time he hasnt txt me was 3 hours....but to clarify that was just in one of my examples but the longs time has been about 6+ hours but ok...o and apparently im the bad person in this just because he doesnt see it my way and all this is because im clingy and my clingyness makes me do stupid stuff.....to bring all this to a conclusion...since im so clingy..im giving u your space....have a good two weeks worth and take more if you need...hell yes im pissed off......but its wateva...when things start changing i want you to do wat you feel is necessary...talk to you...wen u have time or arent caught up in ur mj videos and shit ...out