~*~Kicking Temptations Ass~*~

well every teenager knows wat happens to couples over the summer.......relationships start to come to an end and since ppl are single they feel as if its time to mingle....lol....well i honestly i dont plan to do that.....i was never really the one to break up wit ppl just so i can go flirt over the summer.....i really feel as if thats stupid...but ok.....so lately it seems as if temptation has been trying to fight me...but right about now temptation is getting his ass whooped......to clarify....for the past week or so it seems as "old friends" are just popping up in my face out of the blue.......and you know wit "old friends" comes "old feelings" ....not necessarily from me...but old feelings....and then ur mind starts to go to wat ifs and really now im starting to thnk that im being tested to see how faithful im going to be....and so far im being an over achiever.....so far about 5 "encounters" have shown me their faces but i have refused to even listen....yea when im out of the fire zone i think dang wat if...but my current focus reminds me...that what if thoughts would never be as good as my when thoughts......yea i know that you thinking why havent i talked to you about it yet....but really....i dont want you to think that i cant handle it or that i have plans on cheating or somewhere in the long run i plan to cheat...cus its nothing like that.....but believe wat u want....got some thinking to do...more like pondering but watever...out